Drug of Life

This is no hallucination
You're alive
Everything is real
No animation
Get up from the pit she threw you into
Climb up from the depths
Dust yourself off
and set the world on fire

Wake up, wake up
this is no hallucination
this is what your dreams are made off
but you better take her down with you
if you can't get up again

They say it always gets better over time
but they lied
as time passes it gets harder
you can't get over it
you try to forget it
all the memories collected
all the thoughts locked away
all the time wasted

so you kill
you betray, you steal, you bribe
to try to forget it
but you can't throw away all your memories away
you can never live again
you fall again
you're rolling down a hill
you try to stop yourself
you break your bones while trying
you finally do
but the hill is too steep
so something pushes you
and you roll down again

it was her again
you pray
for her to leave you
but your prayer is never answered
she keeps calling you
but you listened to her
and she betrays you for the fun of it

so you kill
Genocide, Anarchy, Cross-Eyed Killer
and she never held your hand
she let you fall
when you screamed her name to the sky
everyday
Screaming your name into the sky

she sat back with her shades on
and watched you die
Liquor and gun in her hand, she watched over the pit
making sure you stayed there

so I killed
I betrayed, crushed, poisoned
I remember the day
every sound and smell of it
it was just like in a photograph
the sand was falling
the earth was shaking

So wake up
Stop living through a hourglass window
Smash it
Smash everything
Get your life back

It's our life
let's take it back
It's my life
You take it back

My declaration to mother nature
is that we won't listen to all the biblical propaganda
I remembered when I touched her
I needed her

Now she's an useless waste of human flesh
No, I won't fall into the disease again
I want nothing to do with her

Now she'll know what it's like to bleed
And you'll know what it's like to live

So just wake up